"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
♥ the sexiness
Thursday, October 28, 2010 9:19 PM
Last night was fun. Believe it or not, Kak
Mira and i went to Dbl O. And as usual, it was madness. Just the two sisters, dancing like whores and minding our own business. I love the crowd. Oh well. Apart from that, nothing interesting has been happening. Still busy with my event planning and doing some paper work. Lolx. I did sound like an event organiser, didn't i? I'm happy. At least for now. I'm trying my hardest.
Mira and i went to Dbl O. And as usual, it was madness. Just the two sisters, dancing like whores and minding our own business. I love the crowd. Oh well. Apart from that, nothing interesting has been happening. Still busy with my event planning and doing some paper work. Lolx. I did sound like an event organiser, didn't i? I'm happy. At least for now. I'm trying my hardest.
And oh, she and i were talking about boyfriends and how she's trying not to meet him so very often now. Like you know, when you're so used to someone, how on earth are you ever going to let him/her go when the time comes? Been there, done that. I know i'm never the best girlfriend to talk to when it comes to relationship. But one thing you have to admit, i don't lie to your face saying stuff like,"Oh, he'll change one day." I don't believe in giving boys too many chances (because i used to) and no, these boys will never change just for you.
I'm not saying i wasn't one of those stupid girls who was ever madly blinded by an asshole. The difference is, i grew stronger all thanks to him. Girls may say things like,"But you've never been in a relationship for even six months.." or even,"You've never had a serious relationship before." Oh my god,what those girls didn't know was that i was fucking stuck with that same asshole for five years. Isn't that serious enough? Even though i may appear to be emotional- less towards boys, i was so crushed that i really thought i could just die any moment then. I went through the exact same experience as those girls with their heart torn into pieces. So please, when i say to hell with the boyfriend, just do it. It may hurt like mad, still what should matter is that you have all your girlfriends to fall back onto. And they love you more than those fuckers out there.
And babe, when i said,"Aku tak faham ni sumer feeling," it's not that i'm pretentious. Seriously, sometimes, especially now, i really don't understand the whole "boleh mati without that boy" feeling.
=)