"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
♥ the sexiness
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 7:30 PM
. back when El-Sheikh was what mattered to us .
I love this picture. Don't you think we looked pretty, happy and pretty? Haha. I wanted to dedicate this post to my only friend who's been depressed for the longest time. But i figured that she's not the only one who is (or can be) depressed. Everyone learned to snap out of it. Even myself. You know, things don't usually go the way you want them to. But i believe that if you really want something so bad, you just have to work extra hard for it. Don't just complain about how upset you are about your looks, how miserable you feel, how you've gained 15kg over the years, and not do anything to fix them (see, i stop complaining about my heartache). I'm not saying that i don't whine like a puny little kid at all. I mean i too, have complained that i'm so fat and ugly time to time. But i don't let these feelings get to me. Because i know i am not doing (or have not done) anything to fix my own insecurities. Fancy me, huh, finally talking about my own insecurities out in the open. Like what i've ever told her, the times she complained about how ugly she is, i would feel even more uglier than her. Because at the end of the day, when i look myself in the mirror, i'd see this stupid, broke, jobless and 'tak laku' girl staring back at me.
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PS: I think i've used this picture a couple of times for my entries. Who cares? XoXo.