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Thursday, September 23, 2010 6:23 AM
What am i doing, diary?
Seriously, what the fuck am i doing?
I'm so... i don't know. I'm definitely in a mess. My mind's not at ease. And my heart hurts so bad. That's the thing, til when must it always be like this? I'm so fucking sick and tired of this feeling. I can't sleep without thinking about his whereabouts. Deep in my heart, i know that he's happy off with probably ten thousand girls out there. But i just want to make sure that he's really okay. i really want to hear from his own mouth that he's having the greatest time of his life.
I need help.
I think i'm going crazy.
Maybe i worry too much.
Maybe it's time to finally let go.
Maybe it's his way of telling me to get use of a life without him.
Seriously, what the fuck am i doing?
I'm so... i don't know. I'm definitely in a mess. My mind's not at ease. And my heart hurts so bad. That's the thing, til when must it always be like this? I'm so fucking sick and tired of this feeling. I can't sleep without thinking about his whereabouts. Deep in my heart, i know that he's happy off with probably ten thousand girls out there. But i just want to make sure that he's really okay. i really want to hear from his own mouth that he's having the greatest time of his life.
I need help.
I think i'm going crazy.
Maybe i worry too much.
Maybe it's time to finally let go.
Maybe it's his way of telling me to get use of a life without him.
But i'm so comforatble with him, diary.
What should i do now?
Oh well.