"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
♥ the sexiness
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 9:05 AM
When i was younger, i remember writing in a piece of paper the traits of my potential boyfriend. A bit cliche i must admit. Tall. Handsome. Kind. Gentlemanly. I've been with a few boys and i've met plenty of them now that i'm older. But none ever really catches my attention that much. Someone ever mentioned this to me: ".. aku tengok kau ngan laki ni and laki tu, biler dah macam serious je, tak jadi.." My first reaction was to laugh at him. Seriously, do i give off this impression whereby when i get a little too close to a guy, it meant something more than just "lepak" buddies? Then i just said something about they're just friends and not my kind. What is my kind, exactly? I stop dating boys a long time ago, so i really don't know. Recently, i've been into Japanese anime and or Korean drama, and there, i just found, the exact kind of boys that i really want. The asshole type. Someone who i can always argue with, treats me as mean as possible, but at the end of the day, he'll still show me that he cares. Oh well, maybe that's the reason i'm not committed to anyone. Because these kind of boys only exist on TV. Even my army boy is a plain asshole and that's that.
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