"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
♥ the sexiness
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 4:52 AM
Just the other day, the lot of us went to GrandLink for a last minute karaoke night. We were there to sing our hearts out, we were there to have a little fun. You know, i've never felt like i would burst out crying just by seeing a good friend crying. And frankly, it really broke my heart to see her in such position. The thing about me is that i would never truly understand why a girl would shed a tear or two for some dumbass boy. But being a good friend and a girl, myself, i really felt sympathetic. Because i would or have cried for that one boy who has broken my heart. The difference is, i would do it secretly when no ones watching.
And to NISA:
Like i've said before, i've suspected this kind of thing would happen. I knew you really like him and what he meant to you. I can't hate him because of what he's done to you. It won't be fair because it's you who know him best. But i would start hating him if he tries to hog you or if you become one of those girls who would die without their boyfriends. You know how i can't stand those idiots. I'm more hurt when you don't bother telling me anything because you're scared i might bite your head off. Even the first time, when you patched back with him, i wasn't the first one to be told. It upsets me so bad that, even after all these years being close, you just don't know me somehow. I've said this to Ria, eventhough i may seem to be the kind who would never be committed to a serious relationship, but i do know what it's like to be in love. So it's really okay to run back to him. He knows about you more than i do now.
=)