"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
♥ the sexiness
Saturday, December 6, 2008 12:10 AM
Dear Love,
I think you got the wrong idea. Maybe i'm such a good actress in making people think that way, even the person involved. That fact is, i don't. Yes, i may love the whole attention and stuff. But the truth is, all this is really not me. You know, the fights, the possessiveness and even the paranoia. And every time, when i think about what i've gotten myself into, i still wish for the past. The little times shared. The silly words said. I simply loved the way it was. I feel like it's complicated now. And yes, i still miss him.
I think you got the wrong idea. Maybe i'm such a good actress in making people think that way, even the person involved. That fact is, i don't. Yes, i may love the whole attention and stuff. But the truth is, all this is really not me. You know, the fights, the possessiveness and even the paranoia. And every time, when i think about what i've gotten myself into, i still wish for the past. The little times shared. The silly words said. I simply loved the way it was. I feel like it's complicated now. And yes, i still miss him.