Boys are idiots. Oh god.



I had an awesome date with darling Nisa, Dee-boy, Yaya and Azman( was it? ). Went to watch the fireworks. Frankly, i'll be lying if i say i enjoyed the whole thing. You know the whole 'it's gorgeous' kind of thing. I guess what matters is whom i was with. You guys made me smile. Even if it's for that moment. =)

To my dear girl,

Now i just realised that you're freaking heartbroken. Stop lying to yourself, stop lying to me. So all these while i've been pouring my heart out to you only to find out that you're suffering too.? Come on, babe, you've been there for me. Why can't i be your crying shoulders when you need one? You told me to be stronger, i think you should too. Somehow i feel like your story and mine are almost the same. And yes, i still want my proper ending. What i know from my own knowledge is that the more you want a closure, the more the guy would avoid you( like the mother fucker of mine for example). And that's where i learn to let go. Remember this, darling, to let go of someone, one must always learn to forgive( be it yourself or the other party ). It's hard, but you just have to try. Because if you fail to do that, it may hurt sometimes. You'll end up living in denial. Everything about you is just pretense.

~ i listened to this song and i broke down and cried~