"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
♥ the sexiness
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 1:59 AM
I feel like someone's been sucking the life out of me. Everyday, my heart would hurt so much and everytime it happens, i would just cry. The fact that i'm doing so irritates the shit out of me. Why must he always complicates things? Why must i always be someone he looks for whenever there's no one to entertain him? Why must i be so weak as to always give in to him? I'm angry because i still need him. I'm torn because i still love him. I'm annoyed. Urgh.
The story right now of me and him, is that we're still on-and-off contacting one another. I really don't know what he wants. He said he loves me still but the thing is he said i'm such a great person he just didn't want me to be with him. So i asked him for another chance( you know, if he really treasures whatever we had, he'd be willing to work things out, right? ) He didn't think so. He gave me a couple of reasons which i thought it didn't make sense at all. What he really wants is a friendship where we're so close and open. The ones where we can actually cristised each other's significant ones. He's so fucking strange. I can never understand why.