"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
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Thursday, December 27, 2007 3:55 AM
Someone once mentioned that no one deserves any drops of my tears. I can't help but to smile upon hearing it. Strange. Sometimes i wonder why do i cry for those who aren't worth my tears? Why do i have to be miserable when i know they're having so much fun? Why do i even bother to think about them when i know i'm the last person on their minds?
The difference between you and me is that at least, you have people reaching out to you when you're upset. But me? Have you even ask me whether or not i'm okay? Have you ever wonder if there's anything wrong behind the little smiles and occassional quietness? Do you even know why i have so much hatred inside of me?
I wanted to sleep. I just can't. I'm angry because i'm tired. I'm pissed because my mind just can't fucking stop thinking. Please, somebody just shoot me so i can finally rest in peace.