"It's better to be hated for who you are than be loved for who you're not."
♥ the sexiness
Tuesday, November 6, 2007 3:49 AM
I think Ain Said's brother's kind of cute. Don't you girls think so? Definitely the whole bad boy thing going on there. Hmm. =)
Two days of work. Two more days to go. Have to admit that i'm pretty tired. I mean how can i not, right? My sleeping hours and all. I told her that i'm so aging faster than i should be. Already i look older than i am. And cicak, believe me, without my layers of make-up, i look like death. Haiz~
You know, i see myself running into a speeding vehicle whenever i'm on the road. Like for example, when i see a bus moving real fast, i just feel that i should be right in front of it and of course, get myself killed or something. It's scary. But in a way, i'm just curious to know what's it like. Get my satisfaction and not think about it. Weird, right? And oh, i'm super terrified of death, though i do think about it sometimes.
My weekends are ... Haha. I just have things to do. Fucker asked me to go Double O with him. I turned him down actually. I can't stand him. And the fact that he asked my sis(she rejected his 'invitation') earlier on to go with him just proved to us that he's a total loser. Whatever.
And talking about loser, reminds me of being pathetic. I know he's nice and all. He's been asking me out since like forever. But how can i ever ever ever say no without having to feel bad? Best way: just ignore him. Seriously, i'm not interested. It really didn't help the fact that i told him i'm into girls. Urgh.
Darling and i had came to an agreement. The to-keep boys and the to-play boys. Finally, we actually agreed on boys. I still can't stand them. Seriously, find me a real man then i'll think twice about falling in love again. =)
. my heart's still crushed by a former love .